Distasteful pleasantries

Imagine and relive this words..
Let it filter through your mind registering every bits and processing all images.
My mind is open for exploration.
Those who can withstand the blackness are welcomed
Take a tour to my past, paint an image of my pains acknowledging the feelings.
Taste your lips, that's my tears dripping from every corner.
The bitter taste of my experience all mixed in it.
Listen attentively to my voice you can hear the hurts attributed with each syllable.
Draw in a breath.
Breathe in the stench of my anguish.
Take a walk in my path, discovery made will be shocking.
Shattered floors is all it could ever be made in.
Piercing my feet with each steps as I walk comfortably headed to a place unknown.
Come into my mind, search the deepest parts.
You'll find I hold no desires.
Possessing no treasures and feeling no grief.
Dig further into my memories, I cherish none and wish for none to be cherished.
Look into my present, you'd notice am an island.
Surrounded by fences, letting no one in.
Have a drink of my feelings.
It holds no regret of what I've become.
Look profoundly into my heart once more and silently make a wish.
There's no room for wishing when you are in it.
Rather a door is present for all to leave.
Essence of being runs on distress.
Distress that are hard to let go.
Discover a spring in my mind, refreshing every ache daily making it anew.
Watering and growing as I become hardhearted with each astonishing growth. 
Find patches on the wall of my heart.
Were made to block those permanently who had high percentage of coming in.
Each patches are of different sizes.
Figure it out for yourself.
Question your mind and I'll listen and answer.
Cos you in my mind we both are synced together.
Hold your grounds don't get sucked in.
As unexplainable as my inner dwelling has become, it could be passed on to explorers.
Here's a key to my mind.
Keep searching till you get answers..
Not forgetting the foundation lays on negativity.
Keylock will always be visible.
Welcome to my world!!!